You're so in love that you act insane

Dear Wen Yee,

Congratulations on being a recipient of the National Scholarship 2010!

On behalf of the Bursary Committee, we are pleased to inform you that your application for the National Scholarship 2010 is successful. The National Scholarship covers:

• 50% tuition fee waiver for 3 years, Diploma in Interior Design (3 years)


And there is no turning back anymore. It's just me and interior design. Wish me luck!

He says you looked beautiful tonight

Today, I realised that :

1.  When one is leaving to somewhere far, I started to feel that the world is going to collapse.

2.  Love is exploding cigar that we willingly smoke.

3.  If  something is yours, it's yours. There is not point fighting for it, especially parking.

4.  I feel like a child in a teenage body.

5.  Be like a duck. Calm on the surface, but always paddling like the dickens underneath.

Isn't she awesome? =)

Fireflies - Owl City

Although my face looks fatter, my smile is not wide enough, my eyes are in weird shapes, my eyebrows are a little too thick, my hair is a little weird, I still love it! Terima kasih, penguin  ; )

The Way I Loved You - Taylor Swift

Prom was memorable for me. And it's the second time I actually wore makeup. First time was during my nursery concert! My makeup for the night was free, thanks to Jue Lynn and her mum. But I find it too thick, I looked quite weird in the pictures though =/

♥

So how do I look?

Forever And Always - Taylor Swift

I have no idea what I was doing. ( and excuse my eyebags)

Moonlight Shadow - Groove Coverage

I'm ready to present my masterpiece. It took me like one day plus plus to do it! Christmas is coming real soon, let's get snowy =)

Coiled this with copper wire. I wanted to coil a christmas tree, but failed! -_-

I stole the tree branches from the park behind my house and painted it white. HAHA! Nice or not? =)

Fifteen - Taylor Swift

I'm really in the christmas mood now! =D

I went around the whole One Utama looking for this snow spray thingy. My hard work pain off! I bought it just in time before the shop closed. The shop's gate was halfway closing already, I ran there like a mad woman for the sake of it. Heh =D

Excuse my retarded face. Me likey snowflakes ♥

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you gotta believe them

Speechless - Ladygaga

I dreamt of her last night, as gay as it sounds. She was setting the alarm clock for me and writing a note to remind me to bring my lifejacket hanging at the balcony. She's like my big sister! I always wanted an elder sister to take care of me. Yes, I could get really dependent at times. Ahh I'm missing her so much now. It's been a year since we were separated. I cried when she left, wtf? She's such a lovely girl and she's so independent. Sometimes, I wish I could be like her.

Wen Cheng, I know you're reading this! Could you be a dear and drive me up to OB? (OH! you mentioned to drive me up before, remember?) I'll be free after the 14th and will you be a kind big brother and let little sister meet her long-time-no-see partner? Puuuhhhhleeeaassee =D

Is my blog too pink? I'm starting to like pink though =)

White Christmas Turning Blue - The Boppers

Just like any other year, Christmas is just around the corner. I'm so excited about it. This year, I have a very special Christmas wish. I wish to visit as many malls as I could and take picture with all the Christmas decorations there. I forgot how that came into my mind, but it's a possible mission I guess. Anyone care to join me? =)

I was talking with Daniel yesterday about camp. He was the leader of my group, Green5. To be honest, he was a lousy and irresposible leader. He didn't really mix around with us cause he was so into his Wilayah gang. However, yesterday, he was telling me how much he misses Green5 and us. He regretted for not appreciating the time he could have spent with us, and how he wished he could see all of us again.

Instantly, a thought came into my mind - why do humans always learn to appreciate things only after they are gone? And so I said to him 'You could have spend more time with us during camp right?'. My words left him speechless. From his reaction, I realised this is humans' nature. Humans only realised the importance of a certain thing or someone only when humans can no longer have it or own it.

This is a post to remind myself to appreciate what's already in front of me. I know I can't exactly appreciate small little things, like when I have my watch with me, I didn't really care about it until it's lost. But, I just want my life to have lesser if-onlys.

Whatcha Say - Jason Derulo

: O

Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett

click to enlarge =)

99 Times - Kate Voegele

Down - Jay Sean

别管以后将如何结束

至少我们曾经相聚过

不必费心地彼此约束

更不需要言语的承诺

只要我们曾经拥有过

对你我来讲已经足够

人的一生有许多回忆

只愿你的追忆有个我

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I remember singing this on my graduation day. Sang it so many times, but feelings are still the same. I know there are goodbyes in life, but I get to choose, I don't want any. I hate goodbyes. Just like Auld Lang Syne, time gone by. Let go when it's time to, move on when it's time to, but don't forget them until your very last breathe.

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I envy those who can let go of things so easily. I can never do that. How I wish I could be in that moment forever and the clock stop ticking. Why isn't there a pause in life? I'm very greedy when it comes to this, I had it, but I want to own this moment forever and ever. Why do people have to leave? I know I'm not making much sense here, but it's just a thought that came across my mind.

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This isn't an emotional post, it's something sentimental. I am a very sentimental person. Everything feels like it's just yesterday's. Me singing those songs that I could sing them without thinking of the lyrics, songs that I sing everyday. All the songs seem to be flowing out of my mind now, how was it possible that I know so many awesome songs? Singing those songs again no longer has the same feelings. I feel old, lost and confused. Why is my childhood so clear in my mind? Perhaps that's the happiest moment in my life. And it's over. I'm already seventeen.

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Suddenly, I could remember my kindergarten mates. Their faces and hairs. Not their names, though. I had the photo with me. We were young and innocent. And my graduation night. I was on the stage represting all my mates to give a welcome speech. I danced, as a chinese girl, with two bum on each side of my head. Two strands of peach feathers ran around it. With a cheongsam look alike costum, but I didn't take any picture. I tried to find the casette on that night, it's no longer there anymore. I watched many times last time, but now I want to watch again so badly.

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I remember dancing to the I'm A Little Teapot song, and wearing the Hawaii Pan Hula skirt dancing to some song which I forgot the name. Ahhhhh... memories... I don't know why I suddenly feel this way, but I definitely miss everything back then =/

Knock You Down - Keri Hilson

11. Learn sign language.

Triskaidekaphobia
Fear of the number 13 (Friday the 13th)

There is a common myth that the earliest reference to thirteen being unlucky or evil is from the Babylonian Code of Hammurabi, where the thirteenth law is omitted.

Some Christian traditions have it that at the Last Supper, Judas, the disciple who betrayed Jesus, was the 13th to sit at the table. This is perhaps related to the superstition that if thirteen people gather, one of them will die in the following year. When the uninvited norns showed up at his birthday celebration—thus increasing the number of guests from ten to thirteen— the norns cursed the infant by magically binding his lifespan to that of a mystic candle they presented to him.

The creepiest part is that I dreamt of this word just now. Is it a bad omen? =/

Goodbye - Kristinia DeBarge

I was sitting on the roadside staring at the cars that passed me by, letting my thoughts ran free, suddenly a question popped out - What do I want to do before I die?

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1. Skydive. I'm pretty scared of height but I really wanna try it for once. I've been dying to skydive ever since I saw a group of men skydiving in a full circle with their hands holding one another. It's damn cool!

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2. Design my own house. Yes, this job is gonna be fun! Even though I'm shifting pretty soon, my new house is mainly my parents' idea.

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3. Build a snowman. and bite a carrot into half for its nose.

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4. Vlake. I wanna name my daughter Vlake next time. I think it sounds cool and special. It's originated from snowflake and Blake Lively. Well, I haven't thought about a nmae for my future son yet, but I kind of like Luke this name, sounds sexy to me (LukeChan, I'm not referring to you, just so you know) ;D

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5. Dress. I wanna design a dress, not my wedding dress though, I'm scared that I will ruin my own wedding day. Just a dress, a normal dress.

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6. I want a chalet on a beach, not for long term living, but for vacation. I need a place to relax and get tanned. Oh, and beach volleyball! =D

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7. Painting. Paint something presentable and hang it for display.

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8. Learn how to play piano, Gu Zheng and drum. I know I'm not the music type of person, but I really wanna learn. I don't need to reach to the professional level, knowing how to play them is good enough

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9. Build a tree house with my future husband for our kids. Okay, I know this is childish, but if Bart Simpson has one, why can't I?

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10. Travel around the world and experience different culture, and then write down everything that would happened during the journey.

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There are more, but I can't seem to think now......

Mad - Ne-Yo

She's wearing a skirt, finally! It took Katherine and I an hour just to choose the best outfit for her. And yes, this is definitely a big step towards the feminine side of her. I think she looked really nice in it. Just so you know, her name is Mei Wei.

If I Let You Go - Westlife

You know why do I love this picture so much?

cause I know when I look back at it 50 years later, I would smile with wrinkles all over my face.

Homecoming - Hey Monday

Wen Yee is a happy girl today.

She finally got A1 for Addmaths =D

joy!

How Do You Sleep - Jesse McCartney

show me the world, I have not seen it all, seen it whole.

Give It To Me Right - Melanie Fiona

spot the smiley faces =D

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Ahhh.... it's done! A little messy, though.

ain't this cute?

I think Taylor Swift is really beautiful. She freaking released her first album at the age of 17, and I'm stuck with exam at this age. She's as good as LadyGaGa, but they are of two totally different styles. Jason Mraz too!

3 weeks of exam down, one more to go. I'm immune to exam already. The first week was like ohmygoddiediedie; second week was shitshitshitbiosejbiosej; third was isgerakgempurcounted; I perhaps the last week would be soalanbocortipstipstips.

I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas

This is beautiful ;)
my thumb looks a bit out of shape here though
Hitchhiker's thumb!

"I think schools should have about five to ten students only in one class. In this way, both students and teachers get peace. And it makes learning more effective and interesting."

Kiss Me Through The Phone - Soulja Boy

He sat next to me for a year. We fought every single day in class. He hit me with his ruler, I scratched him with my pen. He splashed water at me, I kicked his leg. He pulled my ponytail, I put glue on his chair. He scribbled my books, I scribbled his white shirt. Yeah, we were childish then.

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However, he became my brother on the last day of school. Now that we're apart, probably have not seen each other for 4 or 5 years, we still insult each other like we used to. But this time, we knew, both of us have grown up.

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Sometimes, I wish I could turn back time and have that innocence again.

Be With You - Akon

I don't care what they say. I wanna be with you

I Like It Rough - Lady GaGa

this reminds me of something I never wanted to remember.

Paparazzi - Lady GaGa

The peak seems so near now.

But once I slipped,

I've got my safety rope,

why am I still feeling so scared? =/

This video cracks me up laaaa =D

so funny weih!

Good job Elliot and Jian Lee!

Eh Eh - Lady GaGa

Sisters from different families

present you the Kok and the Lim

farewell (:

I looked retarded and happy here =D

Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls

=)

It's Only Love - Micheal Learns To Rock

Ahhh! sweet memories

you guys cracked me up =D

Feel Me - Mandy Moore

yet another achievement =)

Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

Things are coming to an end, and that's the start of something new. I adore my high school life, and somehow, I don't want to leave =/

See how white I was standing next to him =)

Ignore the little thing on top of my head.

I love this picture really much. I looked happy here, a different type of happy. I know I was smiling for the camera, but somehow it looked like I was smiling happily from my heart =D

Malay mixed indian?

I Don't Feel Like Dancing - Scissor Sisters

I went Tropicana City for the first time yesterday with the peeps, met black chicken there!Transformer 2 is sodamnblardyfreaking AWESOME =D

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Sports day!

my creation! (:

see! so synchronised right? =D

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Asian Netball Championship!

Malaysia got 3rd (:

Go Aruna!

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St John Area Dinner!

my last year being there.....

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Standard Chartered KL Marathon 2009!

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Jaihooooooooooo~!

I am so sick of this song now @.@

i love you