Showing posts with label Personal thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal thoughts. Show all posts

Friday, June 18, 2010

Fairytale

When I was a little girl, I used to read about fairytales, about prince and princess, about the once upon a times, about the they live happily ever afters. In fairytales, I meet Prince Charming and he's everything that I've ever wanted. Prince Charming is very easy to spot. He comes with his white horse. He has got a crown on his head. He carries a sword with him all the time.

Then, I grow up and I realise that Prince Charming is not as easy to spot as I thought. I realise that Prince Charming doesn't come with his white horse. He has got no crown and no sword. But, he's really cute and he makes me laugh. He plays me songs with his favourite guitar. He holds me tight when I fall. He tells me bedtime stories when I couldn't sleep. He tickles me and kisses me on my forehead. He tells me he loves me. He's still everything that I've ever wanted, just like Prince Charming in fairytales, just without the white horse, crown and sword.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Mary's song

She said, I was seven and you were nine,
I looked at you like the stars that shined
In the sky, the pretty lights;
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
Growing up and falling in love, and our mamas smiled,
And rolled their eyes and said, oh, my, my, my...

Take me back to the house in the backyard tree,
Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me.
You never did, you never did.
Take me back when our world was one block wide,
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried.
Just two kids, you and I...
Oh, my, my, my, my...

Well, I was sixteen when suddenly
I wasn't that little girl you used to see,
But your eyes still shined like pretty lights;
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us,
They never believed we'd really fall in love,
And our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes,
And said, oh, my, my, my...

Take me back to the creek beds we turned up,
Two a.m. riding in your truck, and all I need is you next to me.
Take me back to the time we had our very first fight,
The slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight.
You stayed outside till the morning light,
Oh, my, my, my...

A few years had gone and come around,
We were sitting at our favorite spot in town,
And you looked at me, got down on one knee

Take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle,
Our whole town came and our mamas cried.
You said I do and I did too.
Take me home where we met so many years before,
We'll rock our babies on that very front porch.
After all this time, you and I

I'll be eighty-seven; you'll be eighty-nine,
I'll still look at you like the stars that shine
In the sky, oh, my, my, my...

If only life was this simple; if only I was Mary; if only this was my love life; if only...... I always wonder how it feels like to have grown up with him since young and getting old together, seeing wrinkles and white hairs growing on each other. I think this is sweet! (:

Friday, May 07, 2010

I'm not a girl, not yet a woman

A girl doesn't have to worry about causing troubles or being in deep shits.

No matter how much I wish to be one again, I have to constantly remind myself that I'm no longer a little girl anymore. However, I ain't tough enough to handle it all on my own, cause I know I'm not close to being an independent woman yet. While I'm in between, I will pick up from my mistakes and learn to stand strong, stay calm, lastly, be a better person.

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

Rooftop

It is definitely not a good feeling when you get sick. I was dying halfway. And again, being sick reminded me of how weak I was when I thought I was strong enough to handle it. It reminded me that I was not as independent as I thought I could be. Sometimes, I just want to lie down, not do anything and get pampered. I am tired, but I have to stand strong, at least until the point where I could still handle all these shits.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Difference

Just a thought. Love isn't all sweet and cheesy. It can turn sour just like that; when you're arguing with him, when he made you cry, your heart cracked into pieces. It can turns bitter just like that either; when he could have put in more effort, but he didn't; when he could have care more, but he didn't. No matter how hard you try to fix things up, it's no longer by your feeling, it's more like a mission to fix things up. And this was the point where it should end. It's like chewing a gum for hours in your mouth, and the taste is gone, you got tired of chewing it, you need to spit it out.

How do you normally end it? that's the question. How are you going to throw that gum away without hurting anyone else?

Maybe you never had to go through all this shits. It was just a wrong decision at first. Now that you woke up from your beautiful nightmare, it's all going to be alright, hopefully. You deserve better.

Friday, January 01, 2010

A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by

1. Dress more lady-like.

2. To be convinced that God is real.

3. Stop using 'lah', 'ah', 'mah', 'woi', 'lo', 'o', etc. And speak proper English and Chinese. Improve on my vocabulary.

4. Gain passion in interior design

5. Work on my legs, which means jog less and stretch more. I want skinnier legs!

6. Wind or fan over aircond. Electricity bill's getting costly, time to cut down >.<

7. Learn to take care of my face, it's getting rough  = /

8. Take care of my family, now that my brother is gone T.T

9. More DIYs

10. Be a better person, in every single way.

This year is exceptional. I made my new year resolution. I'm not sure if I will follow it, but I will definitely try to. Wishing everyone a great year ahead and let's make more memories in our lives.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

White Christmas Turning Blue - The Boppers

Just like any other year, Christmas is just around the corner. I'm so excited about it. This year, I have a very special Christmas wish. I wish to visit as many malls as I could and take picture with all the Christmas decorations there. I forgot how that came into my mind, but it's a possible mission I guess. Anyone care to join me? =)

I was talking with Daniel yesterday about camp. He was the leader of my group, Green5. To be honest, he was a lousy and irresposible leader. He didn't really mix around with us cause he was so into his Wilayah gang. However, yesterday, he was telling me how much he misses Green5 and us. He regretted for not appreciating the time he could have spent with us, and how he wished he could see all of us again.

Instantly, a thought came into my mind - why do humans always learn to appreciate things only after they are gone? And so I said to him 'You could have spend more time with us during camp right?'. My words left him speechless. From his reaction, I realised this is humans' nature. Humans only realised the importance of a certain thing or someone only when humans can no longer have it or own it.

This is a post to remind myself to appreciate what's already in front of me. I know I can't exactly appreciate small little things, like when I have my watch with me, I didn't really care about it until it's lost. But, I just want my life to have lesser if-onlys.

Friday, August 07, 2009

Be With You - Akon

I don't care what they say. I wanna be with you

Sunday, August 02, 2009

I Like It Rough - Lady GaGa

this reminds me of something I never wanted to remember.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Candle - The White Tie Affair

I wish you were there whenever I needed you.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Fearless- Taylor Swift


sometimes you gotta get lost to find yourself again

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Don't Upset the Rhythm - The Noisettes

You made me like this, don't blame me for anything. Sorry does not cure at all, not even a little bit. Every tears I cried makes me even stronger. So, do whatever you like, cause I don't blardy give a damn anymore.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Love Sex Magic - Ciara ft. Justin Timberlake

It's about time to let go
let go of the burden
let go of what I've been carrying for so long

I am tired
I am giving up, not because I am loser.
simply because I have the courage to let go
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For once, I can do what I like, instead of trying to like what I had to do
Set me free and I'll be a happy girl again
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( :

Friday, January 02, 2009

The Boy Does Nothing - Alesha Dixon

Hong Kong people are really nice (:
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no new year resolution, cause I know I will never stick to it
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and to Mr. Grand Prior Freak, thanks for all your comments about me, even though those words weren't polite at all. I would still take it as a compliment, though. Don't worry, I'm not pissed off or anything. You became my major entertainment for that night. And I kind of enjoy arguing with you, because it's just so fun seeing you making a fool out of yourself. Please don't make me lose my patience, or you'll know how it's like when I get fucking pissed off. I challenge you (:
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Peace C=

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Closer - Travis

solo!

I totally lost my sense of anger already. I don't get angry anymore, at least for the time being. Sometimes I'm so amazed that I could be so patient when dealing with these things and people. Either you do the right thing or just shut up and get lost. Simple (:
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Are you in it to win it?

Monday, December 01, 2008

Colour My World - Westlife

When I saw you, I wish I could find the words to say. But nothing was heard. As I walked pass you, there was a voice deep in my heart that whispered "You just lost another chance, Wen Yee."

Monday, November 10, 2008

Thunder - Boys Like Girls

need me to say more? happy birthday : )
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Emo session is over, it's time to forget about it, forget about that night, forget about him, forget about everything. I can't wait to get out of this place, to a place where I can find true happiness, true fun, true fun peeps. Few more days, and I can totally let go of everything and just be the always happy-go-lucky me : )
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And, please, get out of my life. I'd rather all these never happen. Those dreams were sweet, really sweet, but it will never happen in real life. Just when I thought there was hope, hope flew away the next second.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Details in the Fabric - Jason Mraz ft. James Morrison

Just because you couldn't see the wound doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I hate you.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Up - The Saturdays


I have always loved the feeling of standing at a height and staring aimlessly at the sky and the things below.
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It brings back the vivid image of you and me, both standing there, in silence. And the silence spoke more than words. A few minutes of silence were enough, enough for us to get the messages, messages that could describe the thoughts in our mind.
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As I stood there alone these days, the view was different, but it felt so familiar, so familiar that I could not accept the fact that it has been a long time, a really long time.
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And that was one of the moments when I had this same old feeling - the feeling of being loved.
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今天的华文试卷其实还好,比我预测的还要简单,但有许多字不晓得怎么写。越简单,越普遍的字,就越不会写。整篇作文错字一大堆,甚至有的,我干脆把它空着呢!一篇有漏洞的作文就这样成为了我写作的‘独特作风’。看来是时候重振我的华文程度了!

Monday, October 13, 2008

Sex On Fire - King of Leons


At the compensation point,
where rate of respiration = rate of photosynthesis,
there is no net movement of gas,
therefore,
I am immune to whatever that comes,
just to protect myself from being hurted,
and that's all I would do, nothing else,
for now.